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Watched Captain America: The First Avenger last night. He was so weedy! His face was so big! I much prefer him with all the, uh, body.

Something cool. A thunk is "a beguilingly simple-looking question about everyday things that stops you in your tracks and helps you start to look at the world in a whole new light". For example: Is thinking you're right the same as knowing you're right? Is it better to play well and lose or play badly and win? Is there more future than past? Can you touch the wind? In a dark room is there a reflection in the mirror? (That last one gives me the collywobbles.) 

Went to the adolescent mental health centre in Ipswich this morning. The psychiatrist (or "shrink", if you want to be a cliche) was really reassuring, in exactly the way I needed someone who knows what they're talking about to be. We talked, for ages, and he gave some really helpful advice on studying up, getting down with the terminology and the like. He told me to squeeze an ice cube.

I feel more relieved, than anything else. Just, relieved. Mum is doing her best to understand and that makes a huge difference. 

And that hilarious I-have-CDO-it's-like-OCD-but-in-the-right-order-the-way-it-should-be joke? Don't even try.